Changes

20. January 2010 - 11:25 - 0 Comments by Lucia

Nothing’s for ever. Ever is actually a human construct, one of the numerous tangible consequences of our god complex. Ever, then, ever does not exist, well just the word and its sense, but not the reference. Let me explain you this. Imagine the word “night”. Its sense is “part of the day+after the hour X+associated [...]

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Time, Colour and Species

13. January 2010 - 14:00 - 0 Comments by Lucia

I find it funny every time German people look at me with a weird yet welcoming smile when they see me all dressed up in colours. Not that Spaniards are not amazed at the fact that I know that there are more colours to the world than black, white and all shades between them no [...]

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Promises for the new year

6. January 2010 - 10:12 - 0 Comments by Lucia

Call it deadlock, call it impasse. Call it what you will, the metaphor still remains the same. Sometimes, then, sometimes it is not a question of language. Sometimes it is not even a question of perception or of the expression of that perception or of the perception and interpretation of that expression. Sometimes, then, again, [...]

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Airports

29. December 2009 - 16:31 - 0 Comments by Lucia

It’s all a question of wanting I guess. No no not of wanting, of waiting. Like of wanting or waiting to leave and come back and remembering who you were while remaining who you are. Your self will never leave you, so why should you worry? Well you do worry. You worry because you always [...]

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Mirrors

23. December 2009 - 12:23 - 0 Comments by Lucia

Maybe, you know, maybe I do believe in destiny. In destiny as in something huge and great and powerful and non-existant that merely exists because it gives me hope. It was all a question of waiting you know? Time’s over, space does not exist any more. Maybe I was actually supposed to care about it, [...]

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Snow season in cologne

15. December 2009 - 18:11 - 1 Comment by Lucia

Impossible. You look out of the window and realize, after all, that it was not rain but snow. A higher degree of consistence, yet further. Rain into snow, snow into rain, rain into nothing. Rather cold than nothing. One can always stay cold if one wants to. A violent impulse. I want to taste the [...]

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How language works

9. December 2009 - 16:57 - 2 Comments by Lucia

CRYSTAL BALL Always breaking. You cry out loud and realize, after all, that it was not a question of volume. Nothing that you didn’t know. Arms up, you move in circles, dizzy, weren’t you supposed to go on the other direction? Maybe it is not you the one that is moving but the crystal ball [...]

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WHAT’S NOT FAIR

2. December 2009 - 10:19 - 2 Comments by Lucia

It is not fair that you keep on welcoming me, when all I want to do is hate you. Don’t be mad at me, it’s just an inner fight of myself, within and without me, for and against you. Of course beauty is important, those claiming the opposite are nothing but hypocrites. That I am [...]

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The suitcase generation

24. November 2009 - 16:16 - 1 Comment by Lucia

All the things without which you cannot live, you can put them in a suitcase. A small one even. Little little suitcase, tell me what it is that you are hiding from me, and I’ll promise to take you with me, wherever I go, for I am going somewhere, you know I cannot stay here. [...]

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I, you, she, we, you, they, I. Don’t be scared

17. November 2009 - 16:25 - 1 Comment by Lucia

How to disappear. They’ll think you’re a feather. Keep tight together, feel that you belong. They will accept you. Just keep on trying. I thought about a story yesterday, a nice one. One about fairies and beautiful worlds and people laughing. There is no more water in the fridge, you can’t be bothered to go [...]

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